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| * Okay, wow. Sorry about not updating in about 3 days or so. I've been mad tired for some reason.
* Thank you for commenting the last entry, keep the comments coming.
* 22 QUOTES. WHICH ONES ARE YOURE FAVORITE, LET ME KNOW.
1. the world is a better place when you smile.
-nicholas sparks
2. its not denial. i'm just very selective about the reality i accept.
-charlie brown
3. Hopeless romantics are only hopeless in the eyes of those who dont believe in romance.
4. I'm not interested in money. I just want to be wonderful.
-Marilyn Monroe
5. and besides, you're probably holding hands with some pretty girl that likes to talk about bands. and all i wanna do is ride bikes with you and stay up late and watch cartoons.
6. what's the difference between a drunk and a pothead? a drunk will drive through a stop sign, and the pothead will wait for it to turn green.
7. i need a new start, a clean slate. somewhere that people don't have preconceived ideas or expectations of me yet. somewhere where i can feel the sun and embrace life. but lately, i've had a feeling that this place doesn't exist.
8. love is a mixtape filled with fast songs to get your heart going, slow songs to help that perfect moment last just a little longer. it's filled with songs that have those nice little lines of lyrics that you memorize. it's filled with songs that you can relate to when you're happy or sad; songs that fuel your anger. love is a mixtape that screams for you when you can't. love is a mixtape; it's an assortment of different emotions, good or bad. love does suck, love is great, love is like a mixtape filled with everything you love and hate.
9. gravity is not responsible for falling in love.
-Albert Einstein
10. "there will be other lives. there will be other lives for nevous boys with sweaty palms, for bittersweet fumblings in the backseats of cars, for caps and gowns in roal blue and crimson, for mothers clasping pretty pearl necklaces around daughters' unlined necks, for your full name read aloud in an auditorium, for brand new suitcases transporting you to strange new people in strange new lands. and there will be other lives for unpaid debts, for one night stands, for Prague and Paris, for painful shoes with pointy toes, for indecions and revisions. and there will be other lives for fathers walking daughters down aisles. and there will be other lives for sweet babies with skin like milk. and there will be lives for a man you don't recognize, for a face in the mirror that is no longer yours, for the funerals of intimates, for shrinking, for teeth that fall out, for hair on your chin, for forgetting everything. everything. oh, there are so many lives. how we wish we could live them concurrently instead of one by one by one. we could detect the best pieces of each, stringing them together like a strand of pearls. but that's not how it works. a human life is a beautiful mess."
11. but i guess it's always been that way,wanting to be loved; to find someone that makes your heart ache in a good way.
-One Tree Hill
12. maybe happiness didn't have to be about the big sweeping circumstances, about having everything in your life in place. maybe it was about stringing together a bunch of the small pleasures. walking barefoot, watching your favorite movie, eating a brownie with vanilla ice cream. maybe happiness was just a matter of the up sticks [the traffic signal saying "walk" the second you got there] and the down sticks [the itchy tag at the back of your collar] that happened to every person in the course of the day. maybe everyone had the same allotted measure of happiness within each day. maybe it didn't matter if you were a world famous heartthrob or a painful geek. maybe it didn't matter if you're friend was possibly dying. maybe you just got through it. maybe it was all you could ask for.
13. "peace comes from within.do not seek it without."
-Buddha
14. when the power of love overcomes the love of power, the world will know peace.
15. you dream of colors that have never been made,you imagine songs that have never been played; they will try to buy you and your mind, for only the curious have something to find.
16. i don't know if we each have a destiny, or if we're all just floating around accidental-- like on a breeze. but i, i think maybe it's both; maybe both happening at the same time.
-Forrest Gump
17. What makes the difference between wishing and realizing our wishes? Lots of things, and it may take months or years for wishes to come true, but it's far more likely to happen when you care so much about a wish that you'll do all that you can to make it happen. - Fred Rogers
18. But I wish I felt nothing, then it might be easy for me like it was for you.
19. Beast: I want to do something for her.
Cogsworth: Well there's always the usual: flowers, chocolates, promises you don't intend to keep.
- Beauty and the Beast
20. I believe in you, I can show you that I can see right through all your empty lies.
21. Well I tried to make you see that you lost reality somewhere.
22. 'Cos I am lost without you, I cannot live at all. My whole world surrounds you, I stumble then I fall. | | |
| * thank you, for the comments, it means a lot.
* not a big update today, I'm very tired.
tomorrow's update will be better, promise.
* 20 QUOTES.
* Please, comment.
_1_ true friends are like chinese takeout
dependable, enjoyable, and just a phone call away.
_2_ don't repeat chapters the ending of the story will never change.
_3_ and in the end, we always end up doing the things we said we never would,loving people we said we'd always hate, and being the people we said we'd never be like, our parents.
_4_ love is like watching someone die. so who's gonna watch you die?
_5_ love is being cute and stupid together. love isn't being in bed together.
_6_ because you're mine, i walk the line.- Johnny Cash
_7_ everything you told me was a lie. so why would " i'm sorry " , be the truth?
_8_ the good times of today are the sad thoughts of tomorrow.
_9_ in the end, some of your greatest pains, become your greatest strengths.
_10_ its not what you're remembered for; its who remembers you.
_11_ Although the world is full of suffering, It is also full of the overcoming of it. -Helen Keller
_12_ I don't want you tell me I'm beautiful; I want to see it in your eyes. I don't want you to hug me; I want you to hold me. I don't want you to say you love me; I want you to prove it to me. And I don't want you to break my heart; I want this to last forever.
_13_ “The best thing to hold onto in life is each other." -Audrey Hepburn
_14_ It ain't how hard you hit, it's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward - rocky balboa [the movie]
_15_ Sometimes we become attached to what's familiar and sometimes we hold on to things that are safe
and predictable, even if they are bad for us.
_16_ & we listen to the songs that say what we feel inside.
_17_ Don't confuse the people who are always around with the ones who are always there.
_18_ Eventually, we were so different, and moving in such different crowds, that it was hard to believe we'd ever been close at all. In my photo albums though, there was page after page of proof.
_19_ And there’s nothing like the end to make you appreciate the beginning.
_20_ Don't base your decisions on the advice of people who don't have to deal with the results. | | |
| * THANKS FOR COMMENTING, IT MEANS A LOT.
* 30 QUOTES.
* COMMENTES APPRECIATED.
[1] Where do I go from here? I'm like a clock just spinning around. I feel it, tearing at my soul while I'm asleep. I feel it driving me to something I can't reach. I feel it pounding at my head like a drum. If it doesn't stop I'll go insane.
[2] Your tears are meaningless, they're written on your face. Just like your empty words.
[3] We all feel good when a wound heals, but self injurers need that feeling. It gives them the illusion that they are healing, that their skin and psyche can hold themselves.
[4] How sad it is that we give up on people who are just like us. - Fred Rogers
[5] No one was there to help me. No one was there to say, "Hey, I understand." either.
[6] I don't wanna give people hope when there isn't any hope to give. - Autumn in New York
[7] I quit. I give up. Nothing's good enough for anybody else, it seems... When I'm all alone it's the best way to be. When I'm by myself nobody else can say goodbye. Everything is temporary anyway
[8] The thought of his smile not being there, my inner feelings will begin to shatter.
[9] And I will never feel anything else until my wounds are healed.
[10] She always loved to help other people fix their mistakes, but she never seemed to be able to fix her own.
[11] I'm sorry I can't help you, I cannot keep you safe. I'm sorry I can't help myself, so don't look at me that way. We can't fight gravity on a planet that insists that love is like falling, and falling is like this.
[12] And no one will ever know how many times she told herself that she just wasn't good enough because she can't even count that high.
[13] It wasn't your fault, it was mine, for believing every word you said.
[14] And I've waited here for hours, hoping that you'd call, and my dialing finger's tired, and your machine is full. And I've taken 18 showers and fixed my hair perfectly just to pass the time, and that phone just rang, but it wasn't you on the line.
[15] 'Cause with you, I'd withstand all of hell to hold your hand.
[16] I don't want to get too close, you see this isn't where my head is. If you knew me I'm not like this, but I just found someone special.
[17] I'm at a point in my life that if I were underwater, I doubt I'd kick to come to the top.
[18] I feel like a defective model, like I came off the assembly line flat-out fucked and my parents should have taken me back for repairs before the warranty ran out
[19] Pain comes in all forms. The small twinge, a bit of soreness, the random pain, the normal pains we live with everyday. Then there's the kind of pain you can't ignore. A level of pain so great that it blocks out everything else..makes the rest of the world fade away, until all we can think about is how much we hurt. How we manage our pain is up to us. Pain, we anestitize, ride it out, embrace it, ignore it. And for some of us... the best way to manage pain is to just push through it. - Grey's Anatomy
[20] I'm so sick of my heart leading me places where there can be no happy ending.
[21] Loneliness: the clearest of crystal insight into your own soul, it's the fear of one's own self that haunts the lonely. - Keith Haynie
[22] Nevermind, forget it, just memories, all the pain inside a spiral notebook.
[23] When I act as if nothing is wrong is when you really should be worried.
[24] See the thing is, when I fall, I fall hard, and no matter how many times I say I don't care, I really do.
[25] I would dial your phone number just to hear you breathe.
[26] Why do we keep them? Under our beds, up in the attic, in the back of some drawer. We could have thrown them out a thousand times, and yet there they are: old love letters. Written to a person we no longer are, by a hand we no longer hold.
[27] The truth is, we only hide because we want to be found. We only walk away because we want to see who will follow us. And we only break our hearts to see who will mend them.
[28] Every now and then three little words come out. No, not "I love you," and no, not "I hate you." But, "I miss you." And for a second I can't stand myself because I know you never think about me as much as I still think about you.
[29] If memory serves me correct, you were the one who said you'd always be there. So maybe my memory doesn't serve me correct because you never were there.
[30] Maybe we like the pain. Maybe we're weird that way, because without it, I don't know; maybe we just wouldn't feel real. | | |
| * PLEASE COMMENT.
* 50 QUOTES <3.
"1" to lose your love is to have a thousand lives,and have them all die at once.
"2" so don't you sit upon the shoreline & say you're satisfied. choose to chase the rapids, and dare to dance the tides.
"3" every song has a memory; every song has the ability to make or break your heart.
"4" it's funny because when you do something right, no one remembers but when you do something wrong, no one forgets.
"5" "Lie to me." she said
"I don't love you and I don't really mean it." he whispered
"6" and faith is believing when common sense says not to
"7" and i know the feeling while walking down the hall,and feeling like everyone wants to jump at you
with a big huge sign saying "ha you really thought he loved you..didn't you?"
"8" And no one else to blame. All I can hear in the silence that remains,Are the words I couldn't say.
"9" Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world,but be transformed by the renewing of your mind.
[romans 12:2]
"10" I have noticed that if you look carefully at people's eyes the first five seconds they look at you,
the truth of their feelings will shine through for just an instant before it flickers away.
"11" it doesn't matter where we go,just as long as im riding with you everything will be okay.
"12" love is always a good thing no matter how much it hurts.even after it's over, even through the pain,
anyone who has ever really loved will tell you that they never regretted a second of it,no matter how much it hurt in the end. and if you tell me differently,i will tell you that you were not truly in love.
"13" There is a difference between who we love, who we settle for,and who we were meant for.
"14" Sometimes, I wish you'd pay more attention to my favorite songs because the lyrics sing words I'm too scared to say.
"15" there's a vacancy sign hanging on my heart and i hear yours is looking for a place to stay.
"16" We are not the same person this year as last; Nor are those we love. It is a happy chance if we, changing, continue to love a changed person.
-W. Somerset Maugham
"17" If you’re with me, we can make tomorrow beautiful.
"18" I'm the girl who loves you inside and out.
"19" A wise girl leaves before she is left. -Marilyn Monroe
"20" I wish I could tell you something more colorful than ‘I love you’, but i love you.
"21" Even when the sun forgets to shine, I'll be there to hold you through the night. And even when we're miles and miles apart, you're the only one who holds my heart.
"22" We all have a song that's stamped on our lives, that takes us back to another place and time.
"23" When the world is truly ready for a new and better life, all these things will one day come to pass, in God's good time.
"24" Childhood is what you spend the rest of your life trying to overcome. That's what momma always says. She says that beginnings are scary, endings are usually sad, but it's the middle that counts the most. Try to remember that when you find yourself at a new beginning. Just give hope a chance to float up. And it will.
"25" while you stood there deciding to get the net, the butterfly flew away.
"26" There will be two dates on your tombstone. Everyone will read them, but the only thing that matters is the dash between them.
"27" And love is needing someone. Love is putting up with someone's bad qualities because they somehow complete you.
"28" There is simply one reason music matters, it will never let you down.
"29" You keep telling me not to give up, but truth be told - I gave up a long time ago.
"30" Me? I'm scared of everything! I'm scared of what I saw. I'm scared of what I did, of who I am, and most of all I'm scared of walking out of this room and never feeling the rest of my whole life the way I feel when I'm with you! - Dirty Dancing
"31" I'm scared to close my eyes. I'm scared to open them. - The Blair Witch Project
"32" I don't really understand. people blame me for influencing their kids to be violent. but then look at our president; he drops bombs on countries and sends millions of people to their death in war, nobody points fingers at him. i mean, sure..i sing about it, but he does it.
-Marilyn Manson
"33" Looking back at me I see that I never really got it right, I never stopped to think of you, I'm always wrapped up in things I cannnot win.
"34" I've already lost you once, I'm not going to lose you again. - The Butterfly Effect
"35" I learned long ago not to be picky in farewells. They weren't gauranteed or promised. You were lucky if you got a good-bye at all.
"36" You can't run away from your troubles, there ain't no place that far
"37" The way you used to look at me has changed so clearly I can see things will always be awkward between you and me.
"38" Some people never get over their first loves. They spend their whole lives trying to recapture the thrill.
"39" If the people we love are stolen from us, the way to have them live on is to never stop loving them. Buildings burn. People die. But real love lives forever.
"40" I just want to feel safe in my own skin; I just want to be happy again. I just want to feel deep in my own world. But I'm so lonely I don't even want to be with myself anymore.
"41" I remember thinking, "I'll only cut one more time." I remember thinking it every time after that. Now I'm addicted.
"42" All these lies - these lies you're telling to protect each other - they're not going to solve anything. They're just mind games. And nobody wins. - Dawson's Creek
"43" You can't go through life assuming that everyone you meet will one day let you down. If you do, a very bad thing will happen... you'll end up like me. - Angels in the Outfield
"44" Whenever I feel like I'm okay with letting go, there's always something there to remind me of a reason why I shouldn't and that reason is you.
"45" Really? I don't think so. They've got you trapped,And you're gonna die if you don't break free. Maybe not right away because you're strong but... Sooner or later that fire that I love about you, That fire's gonna burn out. - Titanic
"46" Everyone's afraid of something, that's how you know you care about things, when you're afraid you'll lose them.
"47" As much as I feel sad, I think it's the not knowing that really bothers me. - Perks of Being a Wallflower
"48" Don't be alarmed, when the wound begins to bleed. 'Cause we're so scared to find out (what this life's all about.) So scared we're gonna lose it. And knowing all along that's exactly what we need.
"49" It was just one of those days when you can walk around fooling everyone into thinking you're happy and look back and notice that every time you smile or laugh there is a little pang of hurt in your heart because you know you are lying to the people who mean the most to you.
"50" Today I realized I have surpassed depression. I'm not even sad anymore. The way I'm feeling is not even a way of feeling now... it has become a way of life. I would give anything just to be able to cry, to know I was capable of having emotions again. But instead I stand here... numb... like a dead girl walking. | | |
| * FEELIN' BETTER :]
* 32 QUOTES.
[1] In your life, you seem to have it all. You seem to have control. But deep inside you're losing it.
[2] It's like I've been away for years and everything went on without me.
[3] Doubt is a pain too lonely to know that faith is his twin brother. - Khalil Gibran
[4] There is no "right." When you change who people are, you destroy who they were. - The Butterfly Effect
[5] You give yourself away to everyone and now there's nothing left for you.
[6] I realized I didn't have to cut, I didn't have to suffer, because I could cut. But afterwards, after I bandaged and cleaned myself up, the shame set in. I hated myself for having done something so strange. I hated myself for not being able to deal with my feelings. I hated myself for not having control and being afraid someone finding out.
[7] People put you down enough you start to believe it... the bad stuff is easier to believe, you ever notice that? - Pretty Woman
[8] The slice from the cold sharp metal is the only thing that brings me back to reality.
[9] All my life, I have felt like there was some part of me missing and I felt that everyone could tell, like there was some hole in me, and everyone could see through it, like I wasn't finished or something. - Boy Meets World
[10] What you don't know can't hurt you, it's what you suspect that ruins everything.
[11] If you hang on to the past, you die a little each day. - Cape Fear
[12] You've gone to a place where even secrets don't even want to be your friend.
[13] Things are always darkest just before they go pitch black. - Kelly Robinson
[14] I'm jealous of every girl that has ever hugged you, because for just that one moment she held my entire world.
[15] A broken leg can be remembered and located: "It hurt right below my knee, it throbbed, I felt sick at my stomach." But mental pain is remembered the way dreams are remembered - in fragments, unbidden realizations, like looking into a well and seeing the dim reflection of your face in that instant before the water shatters
[16] Today, I woke up alone wishing you were here with me, I wanted us to be something that we'll probably never be.
[17] Somewhere deep within your heart, there is someone that you're dying to forget.
[18] Do you ever have that dream, when you open your mouth and try to scream, but you can't make a sound? That's everything starting now
[19] It's funny how someone lives each and every day of their life not knowing that their existence is the reason you live.
[20] Even though I remind myself that we'll probably never be together, I still won't let myself fall for anyone else.
[21] A blade was in her hand
And it pressed against her arm
Just the usual act
Of teenage self harm
[22] you'll never find the right person,
if you never let go of the wrong one.
[23] We all die. The goal isn't to live forever, the goal is to create something that will.
[24] In reality silence, is the loudest noise
[25] Some people wish for a fairytale ending, I'm wishing for a story
[26] If best friends were houses,I would be homeless.
[27] If you smile when no one else is around you really mean it
[28] Why cant i be normal like everyone else? Why cant i become something more than myself? I reach and I'm trying to believe in me, but its just too hard to see.
[29] do you know how to keep smiling when you're thinking of killing yourself, if you do let me know.
[30] you may think she's strong and happy but you dont know the half of it.each day she cries and thinks about suicide hows that for strong and happy?
[31] Saying your fearless,emotionless, unbreakable doesnt make you strong it only prooves that you're scared. You're scared to face you're problems, you're scared to show people how you really feel that you're scared to get broken, so you make it impossible. saying you're fearless, emotionless and unbreakable only prooves that you're the weakest of all.
[32] not cutting myself is like getting homesick for a place that doesnt exist.
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